I know I promised pictures, but that´s harder to deliver than one would think. Seeing as the office is closed for the Peruvian Independence Day, I have to resort to paying for the internet at the local locutorio. This means I would have to transport my pictures from my computer to this computer and, well, I guess I´m just lazy. But I will post some before I leave. This I promise you.
I leave in 4 days. 4 days. I have been trying to convince myself that I am, in fact, going. Peru has become my reality. Everything from the piles of bland food to the breathtaking scenery, even the foul odor that comes from the river near my house, seems so strangely normal. And in a few short days I will exchange this normalcy for another where fast food, internet access, and indoor heating-cooling are considered a given. And I am nervous, to say the least, about this reentry. The pace of life here, where relationships and lunchtime reign supreme, has seduced me and profoundly changed me though I can´t say yet exactly how. Only time will tell. How can I go back to the U.S. the same? How will I react to the cram-as-much-as-you-can-even-if-it-means-you-don´t-spend-time-with-the-people-you-love culture? This aspect of American culture has always been something I struggle with, and it´s going to hit me the face (kind of like the hot humid air that will greet me in Pittsburgh) when I get off that plane.
In the meantime, I am going to try to prepare myself, though I´m not sure how, for the dramatic change that is about to take place, and live to the fullest here in Peru for the next four days. I am going to savor my relationships, recognizing that many of them are fleeting. I am going to eat as much Peruvian food as possible, even though I honestly don´t like it all the much, because I will probably even miss that upon my return to my native soil. And I am going to thank God over and over and over again for this time I´ve had in this spectacular country with these beautiful people. And I´m going to try not to cry. At least not yet.
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